superpistol (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} superpistol) wrote,@ 2006-11-23 06:25:00 |
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destiny
i am the optimist who always imagine the worst case possible in my head.
i still remember, 5 years ago, he came to school to tell me that he is going away for uni. Yesterday, it was his last day there and he never felt more relieved. i am very proud and happy for him but i secretly feel sad because i don't want him to leave me here.
it is not that i can't do it by myself. it will just be different.
sometimes i feel like it's unfair.
almost 8 years and i could break it down like this, 2 years together, 4 years apart, 1 1/2 years together, soon another
1 1/2 years apart.
and i think what kept us together is the need to be together again.
i am the optimist who always imagine the worst case possible in my head.
i still remember, 5 years ago, he came to school to tell me that he is going away for uni. Yesterday, it was his last day there and he never felt more relieved. i am very proud and happy for him but i secretly feel sad because i don't want him to leave me here.
it is not that i can't do it by myself. it will just be different.
sometimes i feel like it's unfair.
almost 8 years and i could break it down like this, 2 years together, 4 years apart, 1 1/2 years together, soon another
1 1/2 years apart.
and i think what kept us together is the need to be together again.
