| superpistol ( @ 2006-04-30 04:03:00 |
| Current location: | dining hall |
| Current mood: |
making choices
i'm officially on a break. yeehaw!
i've never been more relieved. i yawned through my last paper -engineering maths not because it was too easy (i struggled on the last 2 questions which is 40 marks fyi!)it was because i had a paper -electronics the night before which ended at 11.30 pm. right after that, i had my dinner, typical fried rice in styrofoam package while i read through my maths notes until 4 am and realized that i'm screwed.
honestly, being dork that i am, this is the worst state i've ever been through my studies. i usually cope with stress very,very well. but now, i'm sick of pushing myself too hard. i honestly don't see what i am aiming for. to get a good degree, yes. but how do you define a good degree? so what, i might graduate with a second class upper if i'm lucky..and where does that lead to? better chances of job employment, i don't think so.
so fuck it.
anyway, i can't choose whether i should paint my room grey or olive green.