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3:33 pm on sunday. my body hurts from sleeping too long. i told you that i don't like to sleep. it looks like it is going to rain. daniel said he is going to bring me to summit for the paylessbook book fair and banana pudding after that.

5 years laterr..

still waiting. actually i not yet bathe also.hihi.

where my girls at?!

the reason for not updating is because last semester was chaotic.

the reason for updating is that somehow everybody is busy tonight.i think they are planning a surprise party for me.

i am currently doing my 2 month internship at Malaysia Airlines. Free labour is me. Last night i accidently cut my finger and today i mengada lazy to do work.

oh the things to do before sleep:
-change finger dressing
-eat my pills
-apply cream here and there
-think which shirt to wear

OKE

13/2/2007 - a reason to celebrate.

we don't even know why we love each other.

i wish that this year will pass by as quickly as possible. thank you.

i am the optimist who always imagine the worst case possible in my head.

i still remember, 5 years ago, he came to school to tell me that he is going away for uni. Yesterday, it was his last day there and he never felt more relieved. i am very proud and happy for him but i secretly feel sad because i don't want him to leave me here.

it is not that i can't do it by myself. it will just be different.

sometimes i feel like it's unfair.

almost 8 years and i could break it down like this, 2 years together, 4 years apart, 1 1/2 years together, soon another
1 1/2 years apart.

and i think what kept us together is the need to be together again.

current expertise : PANIC. i don't panic often, believe me but this time around i feel like slapping myself because i am becoming too scared that i can't meet the stupid datelines that i scheduled myself.

i hate the noise now. all i wanna do is curl up in my bed and finish up the book i've been trying to indulge in for the past 2 weeks.

i can't connect to any instant messengers. i'm bored, too full of nasi kerabu and i don't feel like laughing.

please listen to placebo and try to follow the drum beats. it's really hard i tell you.

i am so sleepy. today, i had to endure a 4 hour class in the evening and 2 1/2 hours of it, i had to watch group presentations. however in class, i found a stack of little pieces of paper (today is the election day for the student union) and it was those papers that has their names on it..and my origami skills came in handy for 2 hours. i made about 50 little boats!! i later passed it around class for them to make their wishes and float their boats away.

this sunday, we are going to have a little stall in mont kiara's sunday market. do come!

first of all, i feel like shit. my head was thumping the whole day today and i had 2 presentations to compliment that.thanks but no thanks. both went ok i guess.

i missed groove armada for the 2nd time and both because i am stuck here with work. it's not that i can't go back for it, i have lots of work that i just simply can't abandon. and im saying this not because i have to be at the 'event'; i like groove armada like i like metallica.

i am supposedly to be taking a 15 minitues oh shit how do i spell minutes. ok, 15 minutes are up. i have to study (yayyyy!!)

somebody bring me to the beach.

i lost weight!! tons of workload.

i went to see 'putri gunung ledang the musical' today. it was amazing and definitely worth seeing. i even skipped my only chance of completing an assignment. har har.

my laptop's lcd failed on me last thursday and it was crazy because i had to complete an assignment due the next monday. i'm so glad it's hardware problem and it's still under warranty, so fresh new screen for me now.yay.

i have the old version of 'the italian job' waiting to be seen by me. i really wish i could find the time. right now it is just assignments and exams like fucking crazy i don't know where to start!!!

on the other hand, i'm finally getting used to the weekly microprocessor quizzes because it's just programming now and i like it when i can just write anything and still get marks for it. on monday, i have to decide and grab quickly the companies listed for my coming internship.the best part is, there are soooo many companies near home and there's even one in walking distance. but i have to go to a telecommunications company, which is nowhere near home and i don't drive.boo.

i'm home, online and not studying. i have a test on tuesday and believe me, i don't understand shit.

i have a friend that can't stand someone else being better than her.
i have another friend that can't seem to admit her defeat.
i have another friend that suffers from a need to have someone feel awed at her.

and i am still friends with them because i feel sorry.

i've been fasting these past few days. i think it could help me to lose weight.

i had only one, one hour class today. :D

so i have more time to complete some work.

today, i want to eat...chicken rice or yoshinoya or any kind of rice for buka. and i want to drink milo tabur, or wait..i want nescafe ice!

ah so nice. can't wait. 4 hours left.

I HOPE THE JELLYFISHES REPLY MY EMAIL.

today was very blah. it was hot and i spent the whole day online looking at shoes. i had a cone of ice-cream, like it would cool me down.

everybody is asleep.i wanted to watch 'the lakehouse' with my friends but i guess they too are tired of not doing anything. i don't know why i am complaining because i have assignments that i haven't start on and i should be doing it.

probably, the only thing that i enjoy doing now is scrapping the dead skin on my toes.

so sad. i always always give my all. and this song i'm listening to, never fails to make me feel like my heart is sinking.

i have microprocessor quiz every friday. every friday until the end of semester. that's not good news because i can't go home.

i bought new shoes. hmm.

my friend's birthday is in 30 minutes. i have a cake hidden in my wardrobe but she's here eating 'mee sup' and i have no idea how i'm going to take the cake out. blardy hell.

bad planning.

boohoo. holidays are over. back to campus tommorow, or today? and classes start right away.

so many many things happened for the past month. :O

oh, my laptop is in a coma. so boring.

i believe this had been my most produtive holiday yet. i'm so proud of it!

ok bye.

it's been a week since i got here.

so far so good. i miss my boyfriend though.

it's cold but it's great so i can wear jackets. HAHA.

other than that i shopped and shopped and i think i'm going to be broke in a foreign country any time soon.

thanks yana and jijo for having us here.

it's 4 something a.m, i feel like reading a book. tommorow, or supposedly today i might go the movies with my boyfriend. if we could wake up in time. other that than, my might accompany my friend to the hairdresser. or maybe i should stay at home and pack my things. i'm going on a 3 week vacation and i don't know what to bring.

some people are just lucky, aren't they?

i've been staying up for the past few days helping my boyfriend finish up his final year thesis. a few weeks before, his car got broke into and his laptop and hard disk got stolen. there goes everything he has been working on for the past year. so he had to start everything from scratch.

i hope he gets to submit it on time tommorow.

i have my tickets and visa.
i have my money.
i cannot wait to go!!

i got an invitation today from a friend in uni telling me she's getting married and.. another friend is getting engaged this june. what's with all these people getting married young?? i have nothing against it but more and more people i know are getting married.

i guess i am not that young anymore where i can be indeniable about marriage.

i happy for all my friends. but me? i don't see myself getting married now and not to estatic about it too. eeep!

i'm officially on a break. yeehaw!

i've never been more relieved. i yawned through my last paper -engineering maths not because it was too easy (i struggled on the last 2 questions which is 40 marks fyi!)it was because i had a paper -electronics the night before which ended at 11.30 pm. right after that, i had my dinner, typical fried rice in styrofoam package while i read through my maths notes until 4 am and realized that i'm screwed.

honestly, being dork that i am, this is the worst state i've ever been through my studies. i usually cope with stress very,very well. but now, i'm sick of pushing myself too hard. i honestly don't see what i am aiming for. to get a good degree, yes. but how do you define a good degree? so what, i might graduate with a second class upper if i'm lucky..and where does that lead to? better chances of job employment, i don't think so.

so fuck it.

anyway, i can't choose whether i should paint my room grey or olive green.

i got a C and i told them i want to celebrate.

they got better and they feel like it is the end of the world.

CHILL OK.

fucking sickening man.

i'm having my finals. i never thought i had and will have to study this crazy for the rest of my course. i whine a lot these days because of it and the stupid thing is nobody asked me to get on the books. i have this raging inner robot self that forces me to wake up and study. i am such a nerd i feel like hiding.

so anyway, i was supposed to sit for a paper this evening and guess what, the paper was cancelled at the last hour before because it was leaked!! am i happy? noo because i just want to get over with it and do other stuffs.

anyway, i really cannot wait for my papers to be over and chill like nobody's business.